tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-58745227755160056242024-02-07T13:48:18.914-07:00The Brooklyn BridgeOccasional reflection of my days as a Entertainer, Christian, and Woman.Brooklynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16081759464532655223noreply@blogger.comBlogger156125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874522775516005624.post-37505331065563746162022-11-14T21:08:00.001-07:002022-11-14T21:08:35.381-07:00Don't Be Afraid<p> Do not be afraid of being fat. </p><p>Your body is a gift. Your body reacts to many elements; nutrition, pain, trauma, movement, joy, depression, disappointment, transition, birth, baptism, disease, and so much more. Some is under your control, much is not. Your body is your tool, not your scale of worth or ability. You have so much more control in your mind, and even then, not complete control. </p><p>Don't be afraid of these experiences that will inevitably change your body. Experience them, and choose those things that process the bad, and make you absolutely love the good. Choose to spend time with people and activities you love.</p><p>I'm so much bigger in body than I ever thought I would be. And I still dance, I cycle, I work, I juggle, I see, I make love, and I care for my children with great fulfilment. And more. Taking care of your body and punishing your body are so different. I don't have it all figured out, but I'm so done being disappointed in my body. I'm going to do all I can to o remain neutral or positive about it. Thank you God, for this phenomenal gift only you can give. <br /></p>Brooklynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16081759464532655223noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874522775516005624.post-89372117473851402902022-01-13T22:18:00.000-07:002022-01-13T22:18:28.551-07:002021 Highlights<ul style="text-align: left;"><li><span style="font-size: small;"> Favorite Songs:</span></li><li><span style="font-size: small;">1 Levitating by Dua Lipa </span></li><li><span style="font-size: small;">2 Real Groove by Kylie Minogue </span></li><li><span style="font-size: small;">3 ocean eyes by Billie Eilish </span></li><li><span style="font-size: small;">4 not ready yet by basement waves <br /></span></li><li><span style="font-size: small;">5 deja Vu by Olivia rodrio </span></li></ul><p><span style="font-size: small;">Movies I saw:</span></p><ul style="text-align: left;"><li><span style="font-size: small;">Black widow
(Liked it)</span></li><li><span style="font-size: small;">West Side Story (really liked it)</span></li></ul><p><span style="font-size: small;">Challenges:</span></p><ul style="text-align: left;"><li>Anxiety, presenting in new and difficult ways </li><li>Looking for a house to buy, not quite there yet </li><li>Stand up comedy. Amazing, terrifying, unsure if I fit in. </li></ul><p>Miracles:</p><p>Really great therapist </p><p>Fully Vaccinated </p><p>Got to go to the temple </p><p>Healthy family<br /></p>Brooklynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16081759464532655223noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874522775516005624.post-42041914308420788782021-07-04T14:09:00.010-06:002021-07-04T14:09:57.345-06:00Happy Independence Day<p><span style="font-family: georgia;"><span style="font-size: small;"> Happy Independence Day!
I am grateful, thoroughly, and so emotionally today, for those who have fought bravely for our freedom we enjoy in the United States. Soldiers, speakers, politicians, parents, and citizens who have fought, spoken and worked so hard for the freedom we enjoy and are developing in the United States of America. </span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: georgia;"><span style="font-size: small;"> Their sacrifice is sacred, and is like into our Savior's. Jesus Christ lived for us, and then gave an ultimate sacrifice, He suffered an Atonement and died for us. More specifically, for our freedom. In the Garden of Gethsemane, He fought every battle you would, to gain empathy for you, and to give you the choice to be delivered unto eternal happiness. </span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: georgia;"><span style="font-size: small;">God values freedom so much, He gave His own Son that we might have it. So we could choose! I stand all amazed, and I am grateful for God's guidance in settling this land of the free, that His Gospel might be restored and then taken to the whole world. God love each person, His child, equally, and I know His plan is to give every person an opportunity to partake fully in His love. He commands us to love one another, and to use the precious freedom we have been given to create peace in earth. </span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: georgia;"><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: georgia;"><span style="font-size: small;">Oh, thus be it ever, when free men shall stand </span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: georgia;"><span style="font-size: small;">Between their loved homes and the war’s desolation! </span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: georgia;"><span style="font-size: small;">Blest with vict’ry and peace, may the heav’n-rescued land </span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: georgia;"><span style="font-size: small;"> Praise the Pow’r that hath made and preserved us a nation! </span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: georgia;"><span style="font-size: small;">Then conquer we must, when our cause it is just, </span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: georgia;"><span style="font-size: small;">And this be our motto: “In God is our trust!” </span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: georgia;"><span style="font-size: small;">And the star-spangled banner in triumph shall wave </span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: georgia;"><span style="font-size: small;">O’er the land of the free </span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: georgia;"><span style="font-size: small;">and the home of the brave! </span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: georgia;"><span style="font-size: small;"> -
Francis Scott Key, The Star-Spangled Banner</span></span></p>Brooklynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16081759464532655223noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874522775516005624.post-29554220089708213752020-12-09T00:32:00.001-07:002020-12-09T00:41:31.729-07:007 Not-Dishes You Can Clean in the Dishwasher https://youtu.be/6aX0gXExU3s<div>whenever I'm choosing a new place to rent, it's always a very exciting plus to see a working dishwasher. Here's what I put in there besides food chariots:<div>1. Phone case: if 2020 has taught us anything, it's that we nasty. if it's not made of bedazzled feathers, throw it in.</div><div>2. Sponges: also seems to be an ameoba of threatening germs. Run it through, squeeze it out, and it at least <i>looks</i> better.</div><div>3. Scrubbers: this is the same idea as #2, plus the little dish it sits in. </div><div>4. Kids' toys: they are almost all dishwasher-safe plastic and almost all been in the kid's mouth, dog's mouth, floor, and trash today.</div><div>5. Beauty Blender: I dunno really, but it looked better after I did it. This blog is free so you get what you pay for. </div><div>6. Parts of the stove: I'm so very grateful to have a stove, but it's the worst stove. One of those electric swirly twirly stoves, plus all my burners are tilted about 10° somehow? Well I turned off the stove, unplugged the burners, and the lil bowls that behold them were very happy for the bath. </div><div>7. Glasses: maybe I should run this by an optometrist, but mine have been fine and smuge-free.</div><div><br></div></div>Brooklynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16081759464532655223noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874522775516005624.post-66690476390004951352020-11-03T21:44:00.001-07:002020-11-03T21:44:37.898-07:00Some Election Day Thoughts, <p>written before the results are in. 2020. <br /></p><p>"I pledge allegiance</p><p>to the flag,</p><p>of the United States of America.</p><p>And to the republic, for which it stands. </p><p>one nation. </p><p>under God. </p><p>Indivisible.</p><p>With liberty, and</p><p> justice </p><p>for </p><p>all."</p><ul style="text-align: left;"><li>I'm not sure if it is 100% correct, but that is what I remember from reciting it every day in elementary school, leading each day on the intercom in junior high, and saying it into the school news broadcast camera each Friday in high school. I dunno, I guess I thought I was important and should be constantly talking, ha ha. I always felt the pledge was important and sacred, like a privilege and a duty to recite and uphold. Now, for the past 7 years when I have been doing a very silly magic show at any elementary school, I feel honored if I am there in the morning, at a time when the pledge is said. I tear up absolutely every time, it just hits me so hard. It's beautiful, idyllic, and was written as a prayer for a nation freshly built. <br /></li></ul><ul style="text-align: left;"><li>Allegiance, United, Republic, One, Nation, Indivisible, All. </li><ul><li>All terms, of which there are many, to indicate UNITY. Not group think, but group effort. A united front for freedom, liberty, justice, thriving, and for family. Terms that I feel reflect the core values of our founding fathers and mothers, inviting us to work, hard, together. Love each other, stick up for ourselves and one another, and help out and deal with situations that seem unfair. </li></ul><li>I am so grateful to live in the United States of America because: </li><ul><li>Access to education. I know that sadly, this is not the case for all women yet. But my parents, community, religious group and peers encouraged and celebrated me in my educational pursuits. Overall, I was taught that I was smart, capable, and worthy of investing in; and gender or sex had nothing to do with it. I know living in a country where school is available, encouraged, and attainable is absolutely a blessing and a superpower.</li><li>Ability to thrive in the family. Our country has resources to support families in their pursuits for survival, thriving, and progress. In good times and in rough, generally, families are able to live in a place that is safe and with opportunities for growth. Obviously, opportunities and protections for many are lacking, but I believe we live in a country that can improve this over time with great effort, as we already have. </li><li>Freedom to believe in God and Jesus Christ. My religious beliefs are precious and essential to me. To be able to inwardly believe and outwardly worship my God is a blessing I am extremely grateful for and which I cherish. </li><li>French fries, desserts, fruits, vegetables, and so many ice cream flavors. Yum!</li><li>Freedom of speech. When I was younger, I was scared of new ideas. Now, I enjoy the mental exercise I get from reading Facebook every week and seeing what people are passionate about, and meeting new people and adapting my world view according to what I learn from their experiences. Naturally, this causes a lot of contention. But how wonderful to generally be able to voice what you feel is important. </li></ul><li>I am sad to live in the United States of America because:</li><ul><li>Though I hold onto some hope, I think we are lacking much of what the pledge of allegiance pleads for in UNITY. At times, alignment with a political party has been the source of enacted hate, greed, dishonesty, convolution and more. Sometimes I see online posts declaring something along the lines of "If you're not voting for [candidate] go ahead and unfriend me now." How sad and short-sighted this is! Ideals like this driving us away from one another...it will not make for a peaceful space where one party's ideas can easily take over. We cannot cancel each other and ignore them. We're stuck, like siblings. We can and must work together.</li><li>A tainted history of prejudice continues to burden our culture. Black lives matter. Regardless of sexual identity, the pursuit of happiness applies to all. Sexual assault absolutely must be condemned and taught to cease. These and other roots of hate and abuse unfortunately persist, but I do believe and hope, beginning in our own homes, we can end these unkind behaviors and truly hope for a better world. </li><li>Air pollution and other environmental concerns. Sigh. </li></ul></ul><p>I love my country, the United States of America, and I am proud and grateful to be an American. I hope and pray I can be an active help to bringing together a better country and world. <br /></p>Brooklynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16081759464532655223noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874522775516005624.post-1047665385169788452020-08-21T08:18:00.002-06:002020-08-21T08:18:15.972-06:00For a FriendShe danced through the city<br />Feeling so pretty<br />Handing sunshine to one and all<br />Twas the perfect day<br />To dance and to play<br />For it was her birthday, after allBrooklynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16081759464532655223noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874522775516005624.post-84258021104161070322019-10-04T12:33:00.001-06:002019-10-04T22:04:47.192-06:005 ReasonS to Give My Favorite Speaker Series a Try<div>
Twice per year, The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints holds a worldwide conference for members and non-members of the church to hear speeches about family, Christ, individual worth and the like. I really enjoy it! General Conference will be available LIVE all weekend at <a href="http://churchofjesuschrist.org/">churchofjesuschrist.org</a></div>
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<li><b>It's free</b>. In our exciting world of endless entertainment and education options, I think I am advertised another subscription service approximately 80 times per day. However, the live streaming and never-ending access to the conference's video, audio and print is completely free!</li>
<li><b>Strong & Kind Speakers</b>. The speakers for the conference are selected among women and men who are leaders and officers in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. Without compensation, they work full time on evangelical and humanitarian projects. Many of them have experienced challenging life circumstances. When I listen to them speak or meet one of them, I can feel the genuine love and gentle kindness they hold for the humans of Earth. They have wonderful insights that are shared in their speeches, with the goal of giving the peace, comfort, and love that Jesus Christ promised. </li>
<li><b>Tips and Tricks. </b>The conference is much more than a life hacks<b> </b>video<b>, </b>but many of the speakers can offer practical advice for navigating personal, family, or career drama. With much life experience themselves, I often turn to these speakers' stories to get advice about what I'm dealing with. I especially love the the women's session on Saturday evening, because all the female speakers inspire me to be a stronger, braver woman.</li>
<li><b>Answers to questions. </b>I believe in God. I believe He loves me and you, and has a strong desire to help us work through the big and little questions we have. I have felt Him near me during general conferences, and helping me figure out what my next move should be in life. </li>
<li><b>I love you</b>. Thanks for taking the time to read this. As a fellow human, I think you are worth endless effort and happiness. In the past, I have found a lot of joy, answers, laughs, and hope in these speeches. Since I hope the very same things for you, you're invited to tune into General Conference this weekend. Hope to see you there! 🖤</li>
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<span style="font-family: "Lao UI",sans-serif; font-size: 13.0pt; line-height: 150%; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Hello! My purpose in speaking today is to share about my personal scripture study experiences and testify of my Savior, Jesus Christ. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I know through the power of the Holy Ghost we can understand how we might individually improve in our families. I’m Brooklyn Tanner. We moved into this marvelous ward a few months ago, thank you for making us feel so welcome. I’m Brooklyn, and I am married to Jon Tanner, because I like him. And we have a son Simon who is three months old. He doesn’t say much, but he has a great smile. We so look forward to continuing to get to know you. My husband Jon is so smart, he has really studied the scriptures well through his life, and teaches me great stories and truths he learns in them. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Lao UI",sans-serif; font-size: 13.0pt; line-height: 150%; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">"You will benefit greatly by [studying the scriptures]. Daily, meaningful scripture study helps you be receptive to the whisperings of the Holy Ghost. It builds your faith, fortifies you against temptation, and helps you draw near to your Heavenly Father and His Beloved Son."</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Lao UI",sans-serif; font-size: 13.0pt; line-height: 150%; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Those are wonderful blessings, I think that is the most important part and the main purpose of scripture study, to get to know Jesus Christ so we can understand His love for us and how to follow Him. True to the Faith continues with instructions for success:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Lao UI",sans-serif; font-size: 13.0pt; line-height: 150%; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">"Develop a plan for your personal study of the scriptures. Consider setting aside a certain amount of time each day to study the scriptures. During that time, read carefully, being attentive to the promptings of the Spirit. Ask your Heavenly Father to help you know what He would have you learn and do."</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Lao UI",sans-serif; font-size: 13.0pt; line-height: 150%; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">This is a great goal to strive toward. We are consistently encouraged to feast upon the words of Christ by our general and local leaders. This cute Lil pamphlets makes suggestions about how as a stake we can work towards the area goals. The very first one is to study the scriptures for 30 minutes daily. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Lao UI",sans-serif; font-size: 13.0pt; line-height: 150%; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">As we work to make time for the scriptures every day, the Holy Ghost will help us find what habits work the best for us individually.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Lao UI",sans-serif; font-size: 13.0pt; line-height: 150%; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">In this season, What works for me is reading the scriptures on my Gospel Library app while I’m feeding my baby, then to journal my thoughts and questions on Sunday before or after church. Certainly I am not perfect in my efforts, and I have a long way to go to meet my scripture-study goals. From the times that I have studied and pondered, I can testify that not only does the commandment to study come from God, but it is a way to directly receive his love.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Lao UI",sans-serif; font-size: 13.0pt; line-height: 150%; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">We know the scriptures provide <b>answers</b> to our prayers. Sometimes we find just the answer we are looking for in the actual words of the scriptures.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Lao UI",sans-serif; font-size: 13.0pt; line-height: 150%; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">I wasn’t feeling if God loved me, or anyone. Doctrine always points back to how much God loves us. Nephi didn't know the condescension of God, but he knew He loves us. We can understand by pondering and seeking.</span></div>
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<span class="verse-number">16 </span>And he said unto me: Knowest thou the <a href="https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/ensign/2001/12/the-condescension-of-god?lang=eng#note16a">condescension</a> of God?</div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "Lao UI",sans-serif; font-size: 13.0pt; line-height: 150%; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Sometimes the scriptures provide us with the spirit we need to receive revelation</span></b><span style="font-family: "Lao UI",sans-serif; font-size: 13.0pt; line-height: 150%; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">. When I was a missionary, we had two hours for required scripture study in the morning (we were usually awake the whole time). One day after studying, I felt like we should visit an investigator who liked to meet with us but was very busy, and you couldn’t catch her without an appointment. But when I thought of her, it felt really right. So we visited her, so not only was she there, but it was her birthday! She was so pleased someone came to celebrate. For me, that experience was so impactful in realizing the magical things that happen when we follow the Spirit. I felt so close to Jesus Christ and his mission in giving love to all of God’s children. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Lao UI",sans-serif; font-size: 13.0pt; line-height: 150%; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Let’s take a moment and realize how blessed we are to be Latter-Day Saints in August 2019. Recently I read about the incredible amount of advancements we have had in technology in the past 100 years, which really is astounding. We have seen inventions like the radio, television, commercial airplane, computer, internet, cell phone, smart phone, tablets, and even microwave ovens! Nearly all of these inventions have increased our ability to communicate with one another, very quickly and thoroughly. Since Adam and Eve, we have been able to communicate with God, praying to individually and receiving his messages through revelation and the SCRIPTURES. </span></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "Lao UI",sans-serif; font-size: 13.0pt; line-height: 150%; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Without a doubt, Heavenly Father has orchestrated these great leaps in technology</span></b><span style="font-family: "Lao UI",sans-serif; font-size: 13.0pt; line-height: 150%; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">. We are His latter-day saints. He gives us every opportunity to accept Jesus Christ’s invitation, Come Follow Me. We are invited to open our scriptures and read them every day. Now, there are so many ways to open the scriptures, study them, and learn from the testimonies recorded in and around them. </span></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "Lao UI",sans-serif; font-size: 13.0pt; line-height: 150%; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Scriptures are available</span></b><span style="font-family: "Lao UI",sans-serif; font-size: 13.0pt; line-height: 150%; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"> as one big book, individual books, as an app on a smart phone, where you can read the scriptures, listen to the scriptures, and even watch great videos depicting scripture stories. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Lao UI",sans-serif; font-size: 13.0pt; line-height: 150%; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">But wait! There’s more! Monthly, we can read church magazines geared to our age. In the past year, each of the apostles and members of the first presidency have made an official Instagram account where they share testimonies and experiences. You can literally, <i>follow</i> the prophet! There are some wonderful podcasts about the Gospel, we have rediscovered the joy of studying with the Come Follow Me curriculum, we can learn scriptural doctrine through the hymns. We have wonderful classes for discussing the scriptures like seminary and institute, the Church even has a great YouTube channel with videos explaining doctrines we learn in the scriptures. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Lao UI",sans-serif; font-size: 13.0pt; line-height: 150%; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">In our most recent general conference, President Nelson was very direct. He obviously loves and cares for our families so much, and he passionately invited us to have more spiritual experiences:</span></div>
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Brooklynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16081759464532655223noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874522775516005624.post-92107504996048132872018-06-23T09:47:00.001-06:002018-06-23T09:47:54.689-06:00Trending in the Delivery Room: Mothers' Methods for Making Their Birth Plan<p dir="ltr"> Brooklyn Brewer Tanner <br>
Utah Valley University <br>
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Submitted to Rongxun Liang, Ph.D. <br>
Summer 2018 <br>
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<b>Abstract</b> <br>
This paper explores the research that has been completed about the potential risks and benefits of natural and medicated childbirth. In depth, the research is examined that has been performed about epidural use and natural birthing in order to determine the overall safety of each method. Considering the variety of choices a woman has in planning her birth, the paper will also evaluate the effect of internet information on expectant mothers' birth plan choices. It is found that internet searches involving pain management during birth have risen significantly in recent years, demonstrating women's dependence on the internet for reputable information. The role of a mother in giving birth to her child can be helped or hurt by the information found online. <br>
<b>Key Words</b> <br>
Birth, Birth Centers, Childbirth, Doulas, Epidural, Homebirth, Internet, Medicine, Midwifery, Millennials, Mothers, Natural Childbirth, Obstetrics, Pain Relief, Pregnancy, Social Media. <br>
<b>Introduction</b> <br>
The common, yet miraculous occurrence of birth is experienced by the majority of women at least once in their lifetime. That first pregnancy spurs a myriad of feeling to the inexperienced mother including excitement, fear, happiness, confusion, and determination. Among the many choices a woman will make during her pregnancy is the consideration of natural birth and medicated birth. In most low-risk pregnancies, women have the option of bearing their child naturally, or without medicinal pain relief, whether it be in a hospital, birthing center, or home. They also are commonly offered an epidural to numb the pain of childbirth when delivering in a hospital. Now that information on the internet has been widely available for two decades, women have an enormous pot of information, research, opinions, and experiences from which to draw considerations as they make their decision. This topic is particularly pertinent to the rising generation of mothers, who have more access to a variety of internet resources than any generation of mothers before. The topic of internet-influenced birth planning has been chosen in order to assist the modern mother in navigating the risks and benefits of natural and medicated birth methods. <br>
<b>Purpose</b> <br>
The purpose of this paper is to explore the research that has been completed about the potential risks of natural and medicated childbirth. The paper will also evaluate the effect of internet information on expectant mother's birth plan choices. When women can receive unbiased, true information regarding pregnancy and birth, they are better able to make sound decisions for their health and the safety of their infant. This paper strives to provide that reliable information to expectant mothers. <br>
<b>Definition of Concepts</b> <br>
Mentioned in this paper are many medical, pregnancy, and labor and delivery terms. <br>
Caesarean Section: commonly known as C-section, the surgical delivery of an infant through an abdominal incision <br>
Doula: a non-medical personnel that coaches and assists women in giving birth by giving suggestions for positioning, providing encouragement, and giving massages. <br>
Epidural: anesthetic used mainly in childbirth to reduce sensation below the waist. <br>
Natural Childbirth: the birth of an infant without any type of medicinal substance assistance. May also refer to birth taking place in the home or in a birthing center. <br>
Medicated Birth: the birth of an infant that is assisted by one or more medicinal substances, such as an epidural anesthetic, Pitocin, narcotics, or instrumental/surgical assistance such as forceps, vacuum extraction, or C-section. <br>
<b>Research Questions and Hypotheses</b> <br>
What are the benefits and drawbacks of a natural childbirth? What are the benefits and drawbacks of an epidural-assisted childbirth? What influence does the internet have on an American woman's choice to receive an epidural or strive for a natural childbirth? <br>
It is predicted that the research will suggest potentially adverse side effects of a medicated birth, but further danger in natural birthing. It is predicted that in the United States, mothers receive most of their medical information from the internet, most of it non-credible, which can inhibit their ability to make sound birthing decisions. <br>
<b>Literature Review</b> <br>
Plenty of research has been conducted around pain relief during childbirth. However, most of the research has been done in the medical field, considering the scientific nature of medicine. The homeopathic and natural community is not as abundant in research or research methods around natural childbirth. However, there are a few published studies available focusing on the social science of women's birth experiences. The data sources used in this paper come mainly from articles in medical journals published after the year 2000. In an attempt to provide information that is as accurate and current as possible, this paper uses almost exclusively peer-reviewed research and data. <br>
The research published in medical journals has generally been well-documented with legitimate research methods. Medical case studies are thorough in disclosing the details of possible side effects in the use of an epidural, even rare occurrences. The information published about natural childbirth occasionally has a biased tone, sometimes disregarding previously proven medical research. However, the research is clear in explaining the need for trained and competent professionals to be present at any birth to avoid fatal complications. It would be beneficial to see more research on childbirth and pain management conducted in the United States. Finding studies, especially those involving the personal experiences of women, concerning American families requires some elongated searching. <br>
<b>Natural Childbirth: The Benefits</b> <br>
What is now defined as "natural" childbirth has been the method of delivery for women for centuries. Many women, mostly in the holistic, alternative, and natural care community profess strongly of the benefits of a natural childbirth. Many mothers enjoy the freedom of movement that comes with not being tied to a hospital bed by IV or epidural. It is believed that for the mother to be able to move around and choose a position that feels right to her, labor is more effective (Howland, 2017). Some naturally-minded mothers feel that naturally birthing their child will give them a sense of accomplishment, or badge of true motherhood. By enduring the pain of childbirth, they feel committed and connected to their baby (Lothian, 2000). In a natural childbirth occurring at home or a birthing center, mothers find comfort in avoiding the pressure for medical intervention. Having a baby in the comfort of their own home accompanied by a midwife and doula is appealing. <br>
Along with benefits during labor, benefits are reported for mother and baby after birth as well. Mothers are generally able to recover more quickly after a natural childbirth, which is mostly attributed to the less frequent occurrence of episiotomy and tearing (Panazzolo & Mohammed 2011). Howland (2017) claims that without the use of drugs in delivery, babies are born more alert, and without the lethargy, they are better able to quickly cultivate an effective breastfeeding habit. It is also believed that pursuit of natural childbirth lessens the chance for the need of a Caesarean section. When the infant passes through the vaginal canal, essential bacteria are picked up that help in the development of baby's immune system (Howland, 2017). The report of these benefits is found on multiple platforms online, including in articles, blogs, videos, and lifestyle and pregnancy websites. Many mothers are drawn to natural childbirth by these benefits the testimonials promise. <br>
<b>Natural Childbirth: The Drawbacks</b> <br>
The main drawback associated with natural childbirth, and the reason nearly 90% of births are medicated, is the immense pain associated with childbirth (Lothian, 2000). Compared to other mammals, the head-to-birth canal ratio is jarring in humans. The average head of a baby is actually larger than the dilated birth canal, requiring the cervix and vagina to stretch painfully to allow for passage of the baby (Shipman, 2014). The fear of or realization of this pain can drive most women to demand the assistance of an epidural. <br>
While the benefits of a natural childbirth, especially at home, seem attractive, women must technically fit a certain criterion to qualify. Due to the enormous progress in mother and baby mortality, there are many measures in place in medical settings to save a mother and /or baby if something is to go wrong. Panazzolo and Mohammed (2011) in analyzing natural childbirth noted, "Although this option can seem to be the optimal choice, women seeking natural births must be healthy, low-risk women without serious medical conditions such as diabetes and high blood pressure." Properly and improperly attended home births have a much higher mortality rate than those attended to in a hospital or birth center (Grünebaum, McCullough, Arabin, Brent, Levene, & Chervenak, 2016). <br>
<b>Childbirth with Epidural: The Benefits</b> <br>
The modern epidural is a remarkable feat of analgesia (pain relief). A woman is able to have a thin, cord-like tube inserted into her back with a needle that will pump appropriate amounts of medication to the lower half of her body on demand. The analgesia provides pain relief, instead of anesthesia, which would numb the entire area of feeling ("Epidural," 2017). Complications associated with epidural use are very rare, and the majority of hospitals are equipped with competent providers to properly install the epidural (Rajkalyan & Kaumudi, 2014). <br>
The epidural reduces or eliminates pain associated with childbirth, including the feeling of a tearing perineum, or episiotomy. Many mothers are able to regain energy to birth their child once the pain of labor is lessened. This potentially allows for a more pleasant birth experience, where mama can enjoy laboring and focus on her growing family, instead of constant, intense pain. Doctors, nurses, and doulas are available for coaching the mother on what to do, since she may not feel the urge to push as strongly as one does in a natural childbirth. <br>
<b>Childbirth with Epidural: The Drawbacks</b> <br>
As with any medicine, studies have confirmed possible risks and side effects associated with the use of epidurals in childbirth. Some women who use an epidural complain of intense postpartum headaches. One case study examined in depth the occurrence of Cerebral venous thrombosis (CVT), a rare but extremely painful disease postpartum, due to the improper installation of an epidural (Raj & Rupasinghe, 2016). While misplacement is not common, human error is always possible in medical procedures. Patients more commonly experience postdural patient headaches (PDPH), due to the puncture the epidural requires near the spine. These headaches can last indefinitely, and a lasting cure has not been found. "Although not life-threatening, PDPH carries substantial morbidity by restricting activities of daily life. Current noninvasive treatments, including bed rest, fluids, analgesics, caffeine, and sumatriptan, only temporize the discomfort" (Ghaleb, 2010). <br>
Some women may feel very restricted by the effects of an epidural. With an epidural, and subsequently an IV, in place, mama is restricted to her hospital bed, due to the hookups and the numbing effect. This means she will labor on her back, which may not be the optimal position for delivery, depending on the baby's descent. Since the epidural reduces feeling in the lower body, mama is not able to move around or change positions to expedite labor. Mama may also be hooked to a catheter, which many women do not realize comes with the epidural experience before agreeing to one (Howland, 2017). Some studies speculate that medical induction and epidural use lead to a higher likelihood for doctors to determine the need for instrument-assisted birth (forceps or vacuum extraction) and C-section. <br>
<b>Influence of the Internet on Birth Plan Choices</b> <br>
There has been much research published on the benefits and drawbacks of natural and medicated childbirth. Ultimately, either birth, if properly attended, has proven to be generally safe for most mothers and babies. This concept has been researched over and over in the last two decades: "Pain and anxiety...appear to have been relieved as effectively by social support as by medical assistance" (Fox & Worts, 1999). <br>
Accurate information puts a mother in a very strong position to make sound choices for the care of herself and her baby. Some research indicates that many mothers do not attempt any personal research beyond the advice of their chosen care provider, which can limit her opportunities to understand the best birth plan for her situation (Panazzolo & Mohammed 2011). <br>
On the other end of the spectrum, women can receive heavily biased material from non-credible sources seeking to antagonize the opposing party. This content is often infiltrated with strong, hyperbolized, advertisement-like wording to hook readers/viewers into their material. It is essential that women understand how to do effective research and discern content for what it is. Google searches regarding epidurals have skyrocketed in the last five years. Women are turning to the internet as their main source of medical education. "Identifying the most common and rapidly increasing online search queries may guide physician-parturient interactions and online content creation, to address labor analgesic topics that most interest users" (Sutton & Carvalho, 2017). The information, credible or not, that women find on the internet about pregnancy and birth strongly influences the choices they make in the delivery room. Holistic and medical caretakers urge expectant families to understand the options available to them (Christieans & Nieuwenhuijze, 2013). <br>
<b>Conclusion</b> <br>
Pregnancy and childbirth are miraculously and commonly experienced each day by women around the world. Pain management has a variety of safe options, including medicated and unmedicated methods. When attended by a trained, competent professional, the birth of a child has a high rate of a healthy outcome. A mother's planning for birth is affected by family traditions, culture, the opinion and practice of their chosen provider, and most recently, information found online. Websites, blogs, video blogs, articles, instructional videos and advice columns can now be created and published by anyone with an internet connection. <br>
As women strive to obtain credible information, their decision process is well-informed. Ultimately, the mother is the main participant in the birth. As she is able to understand her role in the process, she will be empowered to use any information she meets to her benefit, and for the benefit of her growing family. <br>
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Arcia, A. (2013). US nulliparas' perceptions of roles and of the birth experience as predictors of their delivery preferences. Midwifery, 29, 885-894. doi: https://doi.org/10.1016/j.midw.2012.10.002 <br>
American Pregnancy Association. (n.d.). Epidural Anesthesia. Retrieved from http://americanpregnancy.org/labor-and-birth/epidural/ on June 22, 2018. <br>
Christieans, W., Nieuwenhuijze, M.J., & de Vries, R. (2013). Trends in the medicalisation of childbirth in Flanders and the Netherlands. Midwifery, 13, doi: 10.1016/j.midw.2012.08.010. <br>
Fox, B. &Worts, D. (1999). Revisting the critique of medicalized childbirth: A Contribution to the Sociology of Birth. Gender & Society. 13, 326 – 346 <br>
Ghaleb, A. (2010). Postdural Puncture Headache. Anesthesiology Research and Practice, 102967. http://doi.org/10.1155/2010/102967 <br>
Grünebaum A., McCullough L.B., Arabin B., Brent R.L., Levene M.I., & Chervenak F.A. (2016). Neonatal Mortality of Planned Home Birth in the United States in Relation to Professional Certification of Birth Attendants. PLoS ONE. 11(5):e0155721. doi:10.1371/journal.pone.0155721. <br>
Howland, G. (2017). The Mama Natural Week-by-Week Guide to Pregnancy and Childbirth. New York, NY: Simon & Schuster. <br>
Lothian, J. A. (2000). Why Natural Childbirth? The Journal of Perinatal Education, 9(4), 44–46. http://doi.org/10.1624/105812400X87905. <br>
Panazzolo, M. and Mohammed, R. (2011). Birthing Trends in American Society and Women's Choices. Race, Gender & Class, 18, 268-283. <br>
Raj, O. and Rupasinghe, M. (2016). Postpartum cortical venous thrombosis: An unusual presentation of postdural puncture headache. Journal of Obstetric Anesthesia and Critical Care, 6, 95-97. <br>
Rajkalyan, C and Kaumudi, P. (2014). Surgical management to secure prolonged epidural site bleeding. Journal of Obstetric Anesthesia and Critical Care, 4, 89-90. <br>
Shipman, P.L. (2014). Why is Human Childbirth So Painful? American Scientist. Retrieved from https://www.americanscientist.org/article/why-is-human-childbirth-so-painful on June 22, 2018. <br>
Sutton C.D. & Carvalho B. (2017). What's trending now? An analysis of trends in internet searches for labor epidurals. International Journal Obstetrics Anesthesia, May;30:52-57. doi: 10.1016/j.ijoa.2017.02.004. <br>
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Late August 2017, Harvey has finally resigned, Maria is on her way, and Irma was in full angry force. Residents of Florida anticipate the impending disaster. In the slow-motion blink of an eye, Hurricane Irma devoured 134 fatalities during her 65 billion-dollar tantrum. Images of damaged homes, slaughtered sights where homes used to be, and hundreds of people, suddenly thrust into survival mode, these images took over the big and small screens of Americans for two months. 180 mph winds will blow more than your mind. What we cannot count are the tears, the favorite blankets lost, the words spoken at funerals, the hugs, the prayers, the hands that helped.<br />
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Surely, disaster invokes a reaction. Shock, horror, flee, fight, sadness, anger, devastation. Moments of speechlessness and anger because there is nobody to be angry at. No one to punish. However, disaster also invokes action. Neighbors and nearby acquaintances now share a commonality. They are one in heart because of loss. They help each other, they clean up, they hug and mourn for the dead, and for the lost. Residents near and far flood in as well, hoping to help make a dent in the clean-up.<br />
Here in Utah, we cannot feel the pelting rain, the flooded streets. But we see something like that, try to imagine what it would be like, and sympathize. Maybe we empathize, if we have lost someone we love. We pray, we donate, and we send messages of support, love, attempt at understanding. Thanks to the internet, we can instantaneously have updated information. Donation sites are all over our social media feeds, email inboxes, and televisions. The Red Cross raised enough money to feed well over a million meals to victims and send 52,000 health care workers to care for the Floridians. These efforts do not completely meet all the needs, and they don't take away the pain of a hurricane.<br />
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However, in a hurricane, we are not freshman and seniors. We are not atheists and Christians. We are not angry liberals or egotistical conservatives, we are humans. The innate culture of the human is to love. We love one another, motivate one another, and have the power to heal one another. Ethos, pathos and logos, are fired up in our souls in disaster. We feel obligated to help, especially if we are not the ones hurting. We feel that sympathy and empathy, pain for the pain someone else holds. And in our minds, it makes sense that we should help. If one house falls, seldom do all the members of other, standing houses stay in, lock their doors, and watch curiously as their neighbor rebuilds the wreckage. We run, we hug, we post, we pray, we pay, we work, we apologize, we try, we love.<br />
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Natural disaster is not the only moment in which our culture of unconditional love is activated. We come together in artificial disasters, too! Moments of silence for those lost in horrible acts of violence, and loud protests when injustice is evident. The "news" is not so new anymore, daily we are confronted with the sadness, horror, and anger of those trying to destroy love. Disaster is not always widespread or news-worthy either. Sometimes the world disaster is the small disaster going on in someone's world.<br />
To the sixteen-year-old who just broke up with her first love, life is a disaster. To the clinically depressed college student whom it pains to start another day, life is a disaster. To the single mom coming up short, to the widower missing his companion, to the comedian trying to make it, to the couple buried in debt. Each human has their moments of disaster in which time is frozen and the future seems dark. Comparison will kill validity, but truly, we each deserve love when disaster bursts into our hearts. As these humans, we will never all agree, but again, we can love.<br />
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Love is a word, which speaks a life-sustaining language. These kinds of words are used to communicate meaning, suffering, love, or goals. This language continues in conversation in order to eventually improve one's quality of life and capacity for understanding. Life-sustaining language, loving words which give hope for a sunrise in a fitful, dark night. Hope is a most difficult choice, but the ability to hold onto hope is stronger when surrounded by hopeful, loving friends. A hope, a prayer, love: these are very small beams of light which can only be turned on with sincerity. One beam may be small and dismissible, but when rallies of hearts full of hope, numerous prayers, and outpouring of love arrive, an enormous spotlight is available to warm the wounded and light the way for perseverance.<br />
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Love is a touch, a hug, or hand held, to transmit comfort from the depth of the soul, through the heart, blood, and sensory receptors to the sensitive skin of the victim. Humans need touch like they need water, but we do not know that, because touch isn't sent with toothbrushes and soap in care packages. A welcome and well-intended physical touch alleviates the emotional pain for a small moment, a small step toward recovery. It is the universal language which strengthens the friendship for the moment and sometimes forever.<br />
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Love is a hot meal. Love is using your hands or hard-earned money to provide enjoyable, comforting food for your friend who lost her soccer game or lost her house. Good food shared with friend is bonding and uplifting. The use of this and any talent to love one another is our great responsibility as a human family. The thing you are good at is not an accident, it is stewardship. These gifts are those which are to be lovingly and freely given to each other. We need the songs others can sing, the cake others can bake, and the strong arms others can provide.<br />
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Love is not pride. Love is removing our biases, our preconceived notions, our assumptions, our lies, our walls, our obsessions, our idleness, our worries, our lipstick, our comfort, whatever is necessary to provide help. Love is the desire to give, not the desire to receive a reward for giving. Love is recognizing that you and he both came out of the womb wailing and helpless. Love is remembering to lend your heart when the wailing and helplessness resurfaces.<br />
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Perhaps love is all we can hold in the eye of a storm. No hurricane can drown it, no gun can obliterate it, no disease can infect it. Only we, the humans, the souls, can destroy it. It is the power within us that initiates and harbors love, and from there it is inevitably felt. Love can be freely given, freely received. Our human culture is bonded by porous hearts. Love is activated and spread by these difficult and tearful times. Thanks be to God for difficult days.Brooklynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16081759464532655223noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874522775516005624.post-35450789598683652202018-02-10T19:37:00.001-07:002018-02-10T20:14:01.343-07:00本宿、本宿です。 (Motojuku, this is Motojuku.)<br /><br />Standing obediently behind the kiroi sen, waiting for the futsu densha. The shinkansen rushes by violently, the daigakusei immersed in their keitai taking no notice to their fluttering strait hair. Exhausted men staggering in from the post-work nomikai and a teenage couple holding hands on the way home from a late night of bukatsu. Kaze. <br /><br /><br />Kiroi sen, yellow safety line. Even the automated intercom voice warning riders to stand behind the line sounds tired, as she lists off the next few stops. Futsu densha, the local train, which is the slowest, but the only one that will stop near our obscure apartment by the river. Shinkansen, the bullet train that yells at 200 miles per hour, travelling from the frigid top to the beachy bottom of this California-sized island. <br /><br /><br />Daigakusei, college students. Thoughts of breaking the mold swimming around in their thoughts, but conforming to the norm on keitai, their cell phones. Nomikai, men drinking together with the coworkers they have already spent 12 hours with today. Leaving their wives to put the kids to bed and fall asleep alone, again. Bukatsu, the club sport middle and high schoolers have chosen, attending in the evenings after morning study, school, and after-school exam preparation class. <br /><br /><br />Kaze, a gentle wind, flowing from the ancient treetops through the canal of the Motojuku train station, singing to the gods of the land of the rising sun. Motojuku, a mountain town in the city of Okazaki, Japan. Motojuku is in puberty, honoring the ancient roots that run down the mountain through the station: the first spurt of growth into city life. <br /><br /><br />Walking to the station, strict tradition and devotion tingles the ground as one passes the abandoned shrines and temples covered in mossy drapes. The remaining beverage machine lights glitter, enticing the pedestrian to enjoy a melon soda, or can of corn soup. Cross the bridge, around the enormous gutter and down and up the staircase to cross the street, kaze again. The automatic ticket teller doesn't process prepaid train cards yet, a two-inch ticket must be purchased in the adjacent machine, fed to the teller, where it will meet the rider on the other side of the gate. <br /><br /><br />Alas the futsu densha arrives, and all these figures pile in to the surprisingly clean car. The train travels hundreds of miles, carrying thousands of people per day. However, like their thoughts, all riders keep their refuse to themselves. Exhaustion and beaten routine swirl through the muggy air, pride in their inventions but begging for innovations. Eyes do not meet on purpose, they sleepily close or adhere to a screen, sealing in isolation. Politeness and courtesy abound although friendship shyly remains fictional. The figures rock back and forth once, as the train stretches out of the station. Until next time. <br /><br /><span id="docs-internal-guid-dacd0e1e-82b9-0773-2beb-e02b2c978732"><span style="font-family: Georgia; font-size: 12pt; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span></span><br /><span id="docs-internal-guid-dacd0e1e-82b9-0773-2beb-e02b2c978732"><span style="font-family: Georgia; font-size: 12pt; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span></span> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> Brooklynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16081759464532655223noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874522775516005624.post-60813315337402848182018-02-07T10:17:00.002-07:002018-02-10T20:14:34.211-07:00Current Understanding of Obedience<br /><br />I would love to share a bit of what I have learned. I pray that as I testify, the Holy Ghost will be in your heart to teach you the tidbit of Gospel that you need in your home this week. To me, the Holy Ghost feels like a warm swelling in my heart, which is similar to the feeling of heartburn I get after eating a meal like the one on Thanksgiving. So, sometimes it’s hard to tell. But, if we listen, the Holy Ghost will quietly testify to you in a way that is specific to you. This is how we learn truth. <br /><br /><br /> <br /><br /><br />I am Brooklyn Tanner, Jonathan is my husband. I am from Murray, a suburb in south Salt Lake, and fabulous Jon is from fabulous Las Vegas, Nevada. We met as missionaries in Matsumoto, Japan. We worked in the same ward for the very last month of Jon’s time as a missionary. We were friends there, but I never really expected to see him again. However, I came home about four months after him, just in time for his spring break trip to Arizona. He called and asked me for a ride to the airport, took me to breakfast, and now we are married! It has been my greatest joy being his wife for 300 days so far. A bit about me, I work as a family entertainer, performing a magic variety show for private events, I love pies and I am rather loud but relatively lovable all the same. <br /><br /><br />A bit about Jon, he is a studying at BYU to become a software developer. He a dog lover and a very good dish-doer. He is humble and sweet, and silly and fun to talk to, but he is best at listening intently and thoughtfully. His personality is charming and he is so loving. He is selfless and knows and acts upon his priorities. He is a hard worker and obedient to God. I am learning about the Savior through Jonathan and reading the Book of Mormon. <br /><br /><br />I feel privileged to have known Jon as a missionary, because I saw him in a place where he was working very hard to please nobody but his Heavenly Father. He really showed me the true meaning of obedience, just like the Savior did for us. Jesus Christ was obedient to God in order to accomplish his divine potential. Our divine potential is to become like Jesus Christ, which we can do by knowing his teachings, and doing as he would do. This cycle of Know, Do, Become has helped me more clearly understand the importance and joy of being obedient. <br /><br /><br />So let’s read about it in the scriptures. Please, turn with me to Alma chapter 12. For those of us who are stylishly vintage, this is on page 237 of the Book of Mormon. Here we are in the midst of the ministry of Alma and Amulek. These two are awesome. I think the mission president was very happy about this companionship. In chapter 12, they are working with a particularly difficult investigator, Zeezrom. Amulek just finished testifying about God and the purpose of Jesus Christ. Zeezrom still doesn’t understand, but is speechless, so Alma takes this opportunity to step in and give it a shot. Verse 9. <br /><br /><br />Diligence. I this that is a good synonym for obedience. We have the great blessing of being taught the Gospel of Jesus Christ. If we accept it, and live it, we are rewarded with eternal life. Alma promises us that if we listen to the word of God, we will have more access to understanding the word of God. Let’s keep reading. Verse 14. <br /><br /><br />Ouch. Sounds a little scary. The only thing that can condemn us, that can keep us from eternal life is our own words and works. When I was younger I thought this meant God wanted to control me, and blindly follow him even though I didn’t understand very much. He is waiting to punish me if I do something wrong. But that is NOT how it is. Next verse (15). This will not do!<br /><br /><br />God is EAGER to reward us, bless us, live with us, His children. His work and glory is to bring to pass our immortality and eternal life. He sent His son, to live for us and to die for us. He lived a perfect life to show us the commandments, how to be obedient. Then, He took upon Him the suffering for our sins, so redemption would be possible. He died physical and spiritual death so we would have the chance to repent when we mistake in our obedience. This is a grandiose and humble act of love. Verse 33-34.<br /><br /><br /><i>Jesus increased in wisdom, and in stature and in favor with God and man.</i><br />Luke 2:52<br />Brooklynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16081759464532655223noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874522775516005624.post-24713581167739125242018-02-07T10:11:00.002-07:002018-02-07T10:11:53.829-07:00Vision, Purpose and Values<div class="OutlineElement Ltr SCXW41370814" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; -webkit-user-drag: none; background-color: white; clear: both; cursor: text; direction: ltr; font-family: "Segoe UI", "Segoe UI Web", Arial, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; margin: 0px; overflow: visible; padding: 0px; position: relative; user-select: text;">
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<span class="TextRun SCXW41370814" lang="EN-US" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; -webkit-user-drag: none; font-family: "Times New Roman", "Times New Roman_MSFontService", serif; font-size: 12pt; font-variant-ligatures: none !important; line-height: 38px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; user-select: text;" xml:lang="EN-US">I would love to achieve</span><span class="TextRun SCXW41370814" lang="EN-US" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; -webkit-user-drag: none; font-family: "Times New Roman", "Times New Roman_MSFontService", serif; font-size: 12pt; font-variant-ligatures: none !important; line-height: 38px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; user-select: text;" xml:lang="EN-US"> balance in my lifestyle. There are many things which are important to me, and I have a </span><span class="TextRun SCXW41370814" lang="EN-US" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; -webkit-user-drag: none; font-family: "Times New Roman", "Times New Roman_MSFontService", serif; font-size: 12pt; font-variant-ligatures: none !important; line-height: 38px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; user-select: text;" xml:lang="EN-US">tende</span><span class="TextRun SCXW41370814" lang="EN-US" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; -webkit-user-drag: none; font-family: "Times New Roman", "Times New Roman_MSFontService", serif; font-size: 12pt; font-variant-ligatures: none !important; line-height: 38px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; user-select: text;" xml:lang="EN-US">ncy</span><span class="TextRun SCXW41370814" lang="EN-US" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; -webkit-user-drag: none; font-family: "Times New Roman", "Times New Roman_MSFontService", serif; font-size: 12pt; font-variant-ligatures: none !important; line-height: 38px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; user-select: text;" xml:lang="EN-US"> to take on responsibility for many lovely things, subsequently being unable to accomplish any </span><span class="TextRun SCXW41370814" lang="EN-US" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; -webkit-user-drag: none; font-family: "Times New Roman", "Times New Roman_MSFontService", serif; font-size: 12pt; font-variant-ligatures: none !important; line-height: 38px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; user-select: text;" xml:lang="EN-US">of those things well, since my efforts are too far stretched. Balancing food and exercise, critical and positive thinking, family and work time; I think these elements would help me develop a great sense of peace. </span><span class="EOP SCXW41370814" data-ccp-props="{"201341983":0,"335551550":1,"335551620":1,"335559731":720,"335559739":160,"335559740":480}" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; -webkit-user-drag: none; font-family: "Times New Roman", "Times New Roman_MSFontService", serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 38px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; user-select: text;"> </span></div>
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<span class="TextRun SCXW41370814" lang="EN-US" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; -webkit-user-drag: none; font-family: "Times New Roman", "Times New Roman_MSFontService", serif; font-size: 12pt; font-variant-ligatures: none !important; line-height: 38px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; user-select: text;" xml:lang="EN-US">The last characteristic I am focused upon is </span><span class="TextRun SCXW41370814" lang="EN-US" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; -webkit-user-drag: none; font-family: "Times New Roman", "Times New Roman_MSFontService", serif; font-size: 12pt; font-variant-ligatures: none !important; line-height: 38px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; user-select: text;" xml:lang="EN-US">dependability</span><span class="TextRun SCXW41370814" lang="EN-US" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; -webkit-user-drag: none; font-family: "Times New Roman", "Times New Roman_MSFontService", serif; font-size: 12pt; font-variant-ligatures: none !important; line-height: 38px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; user-select: text;" xml:lang="EN-US">. Too often people in need go unnoticed, uncared for, and unheard. I would love to be a dependable person whom people think of to call when they need a friend or a helping hand. Along with balance, I feel that dependability stems from organizing your time in a way that allows you to stop and fulfill a need when you see it, even if it is sudden or immediate. </span><span class="EOP SCXW41370814" data-ccp-props="{"201341983":0,"335551550":1,"335551620":1,"335559731":720,"335559739":160,"335559740":480}" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; -webkit-user-drag: none; font-family: "Times New Roman", "Times New Roman_MSFontService", serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 38px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; user-select: text;"> </span></div>
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I really want to become a mother, and create a warm, </span><span class="TextRun SCXW41370814" lang="EN-US" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; -webkit-user-drag: none; font-family: "Times New Roman", "Times New Roman_MSFontService", serif; font-size: 12pt; font-variant-ligatures: none !important; line-height: 38px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; user-select: text;" xml:lang="EN-US">nourishing</span><span class="TextRun SCXW41370814" lang="EN-US" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; -webkit-user-drag: none; font-family: "Times New Roman", "Times New Roman_MSFontService", serif; font-size: 12pt; font-variant-ligatures: none !important; line-height: 38px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; user-select: text;" xml:lang="EN-US"> home where my children can have good memories and learn kindness. Learning to play piano is difficult, I am on my fourth attempt at starting lessons. 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<span class="TextRun SCXW41370814" lang="EN-US" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; -webkit-user-drag: none; font-family: "Times New Roman", "Times New Roman_MSFontService", serif; font-size: 12pt; font-variant-ligatures: none !important; line-height: 38px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; user-select: text;" xml:lang="EN-US">Next, I hope to become an excellent entertainer. I think at times it is difficult to find interactive </span><span class="TextRun SCXW41370814" lang="EN-US" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; -webkit-user-drag: none; font-family: "Times New Roman", "Times New Roman_MSFontService", serif; font-size: 12pt; font-variant-ligatures: none !important; line-height: 38px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; user-select: text;" xml:lang="EN-US">entertainment</span><span class="TextRun SCXW41370814" lang="EN-US" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; -webkit-user-drag: none; font-family: "Times New Roman", "Times New Roman_MSFontService", serif; font-size: 12pt; font-variant-ligatures: none !important; line-height: 38px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; user-select: text;" xml:lang="EN-US"> one can experience with their family and hold good memories about. I currently work as a magician, and I adore performing. I have a goal to one day perform a one-woman v</span><span class="TextRun SCXW41370814" lang="EN-US" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; -webkit-user-drag: none; font-family: "Times New Roman", "Times New Roman_MSFontService", serif; font-size: 12pt; font-variant-ligatures: none !important; line-height: 38px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; user-select: text;" xml:lang="EN-US">ariety show for a theatre-sized audience. I want this show to be very funny, and include magic, dance, juggling, music, and audience participation. Being able to bring this type of happiness to an audience would bring me great joy. Developing entertaining material and finding a venue to perform at is a challenge. I can overcome this by continuing to perform at my small-scale shows, improve my talents, and strive to meet people who could connect me to the right places. </span><span class="EOP SCXW41370814" data-ccp-props="{"201341983":0,"335551550":1,"335551620":1,"335559731":720,"335559739":160,"335559740":480}" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; -webkit-user-drag: none; font-family: "Times New Roman", "Times New Roman_MSFontService", serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 38px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; user-select: text;"> </span></div>
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Brooklynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16081759464532655223noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874522775516005624.post-67841798171157977532018-02-07T10:10:00.001-07:002018-02-07T10:11:04.493-07:00Anthology of DesiresDear God,<br />
thank you for mommy and daddy thank you for a dis day please bless that I can have a little brover amen.<br />
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Dear God,<br />
Thank you for mommy and daddy and baby sitser please bless that we will all have good dreams and be happy and know whats right, amen.<br />
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Dear God,<br />
Thank you that I am so beautiful. Please bless that my sister wouldn't bug me so much and bless people who are poor. Please bless that it will be cheesy breadsticks at lunch tomorrow. Amen.<br />
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Dear God,<br />
Thank you for this day and for the food. Bless me not to be so ugly anymore and not trip in dance so much. Please bless that McKenna and Rosie will let me play with them at recess tomorrow and bless mom that she won't be so bossy. Amen.<br />
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Dear God,<br />
Thank you that I get to go to work with my dad like every day and have so much fun. What do you want me to be when I'm like older? A magician? A writer? A mom? I think I want to be a mom. Like the best mom ever who even knows how to sew. Amen.<br />
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Dear God,<br />
Thank you for the pretty sky, I really liked the nice colors during the sunset tonight. Please bless me to make some friends and not become evil in junior high. Amen.<br />
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Dear God,<br />
I am thankful for my mom and dad and for the love in our home. Thank you that I could be in the school musical this year. Please help me know what to say when Katherine says mean stuff. Please please please please bless that Zeke will think I'm pretty and not like Katherine anymore. Amen.<br />
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Dear God,<br />
Thank you for my family, and thank you for all the sunshine Aunt Shana was for me. Will you let her into heaven, even though she didn't do everything right? Will I get to see her again? Please help me to be as kind as she was. Amen.<br />
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Dear God,<br />
Aunt Terry is in for surgery today. Please bless that the chemotherapy will work. Amen.<br />
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Dear God,<br />
Thank you that Aunt Terry beat it. Please bless Grandma to beat it too. Amen.<br />
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Dear God,<br />
Please say hi to Grandma for me, and please bless Grandpa to feel closer to her. Amen.<br />
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Dear God,<br />
Thank you for my amazing friends and cool teachers. Thank you that I finally have this great part in the school play! Why does everyone have a boyfriend besides me? Amen.<br />
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Dear God,<br />
Please help me fall out of love with my boyfriend. Amen.<br />
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Dear God,<br />
What a beautiful day for graduation. I can't believe it's over! Thank you for my supportive and present family. Please bless that I will understand what's next for me. It seems dark up ahead, and it feels dark inside. I don't think death would be so bad. I won't do it myself, but if you want me back, I won't be mad. Amen.<br />
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Dear God,<br />
Thank you for such an exceptional sunset tonight. Every piece you have created is revitalizing and a poignant expression of love. Those clouds, vibrant and vivacious colors blended so flawlessly, a piece of art. I promise to give it all I have. Amen.<br />
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Dear God,<br />
Thank you for this remarkable experience to be in this beautiful new country. It's gorgeous, and I love these people. I don't deserve this, I feel worthless. This is the hardest thing I have ever done. Please, please help me understand Japanese. Please help me be useful. Amen.<br />
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Dear God,<br />
I have been here for over a year, trying to be my best and do what is good, but I don't think I am doing anything good. Inside is a vicious war of horrible feelings. Have I done it all wrong? Have I done anything at all? I know have magic to do. But this feels poisonous. Amen.<br />
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Dear God,<br />
I don't get it, but thank you for peace. Amen.<br />
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Dear God,<br />
Thank you so much for Jesus. I didn't realize it was Him all along, thank you. He is my joy and my song and I will praise Him forever. Amen.<br />
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Dear God,<br />
Should I marry Tyler Rennat?<br />
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Dear God,<br />
Should I marry Tyler Rennat?<br />
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Dear God,<br />
Should I marry Tyler Rennat?<br />
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Dear God,<br />
Should I marry Tyler Rennat?<br />
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Dear God,<br />
I'm going to marry Tyler Rennat.<br />
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Dear God,<br />
AAAH. Amen.<br />
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Dear God,<br />
Thank you so much for sending me Tyler Rennat. I love him and now I understand family a little better and I am so excited for what is ahead. Thank you for all he has taught me. Thank you so much for the medicine that keeps my head level, thank you for my good healthy body, thank you for an education, and thank you for the mountains. Please bless Kaye Blaine to feel better. Amen.<br />
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<b>July 2015 - First Met</b><br />
As a missionary for the LDS church in the Japan, I first met Elder Tanner (code name: Jon Tanner) at a conference in Fukutoku, Japan, where we were welcomed our new mission president. We shook hands and ate delicious lunch with 145 other missionaries!</div>
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For six weeks, Jon and I both worked in the Matsumoto Branch in November 2015. We were good friends there (riiiight, "friends" ;) [no really, just friends who both had not great haircuts] uh huh, sure), and it was a little sad to say Goodbye to him, just like every elder and sister who goes home. However, I did not expect to see him again. </div>
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The following January, as a junior at BYU, he emailed me with a couple updates about "real" life, and how much better it is to be in missionary life. We exchanged a few mission experiences, and a month after I had returned, he called and asked me out to breakfast. Because, you know, he was going to the SLC Airport anyway, so why not? </div>
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<b>April 20, 2016 - First Date</b><br />
When he came to pick me up, my parents where instantly gawking at his handsomeness, telling me that I really scored. Which I failed to notice right away, as far as I was concerned, his first name was still "Elder."<br />
We enjoyed French toast at Kneaders with a surprisingly comfortable conversation to go along with it (nervous?? I'm not nervous. I just can't remember how to speak English, that's all).<br />
The date lasted a record-breaking 53 minutes before he was on the plane to visit his new niece in Arizona (I'm starting to think you just wanted a ride to the airport).</div>
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<b>May 3, 2016 - It's official</b><br />
After his cousin, Ellis' wedding reception at the Utah state capitol, we sat on the bench above the hill looking over the city. <br />
"Will you be my girlfriend?"<br />
"Okay." <br />
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"I'M DATING TON JANNER!!!!!<br />
Uuuuhh...Kkkkkkk...<br />
Jon Tanner!<br />
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<b>July 4, 2016 - The "L" Word</b></div>
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We were on his sister's porch in Arizona, and I was standing on a big rock so I could actually see his eyes. Who wouldn't melt in those gorgeous, endless barrels of root beer?</div>
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We took the weekend to visit his family in Arizona, which was marvelous, since I hadn't met his siblings yet. They're all really fantastic. </div>
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Falling in love with Jon was very simple and joyful, but definitely a decision. I had been pondering what I was feeling for a few weeks, and when he said it to me, sincerely but allegedly on a whim, my heart exploded (no fireworks necessary) and I knew I loved him too (sorry about the layer of cheese you have to peel off your eyes after reading that). </div>
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<b>October 29, 2016 - Hm, what question?</b></div>
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Every girl has her outfit regrets, but did I have to blow it on the day I got ENGAGED? Luckily boys don't care what you wear very much as long as you smell like a human (seriously, how do we spend so much time praying over which jeans to wear?!). </div>
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I was wearing a very cute red dress all day, because I had a magic show and Jon was nice enough to come watch and carry all my things. Afterwards, we rushed to my mom's family's Halloween party (debuting our creative hero costume of "Super Late").<b> </b>After the party, we had planned to go Wal-Mart to pick up some things I needed, which I tried to cancel since I was tired, but Jon insisted. </div>
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Everyone has those pants you wear to Wal-Mart, hoping you don't see anyone you know. It was my unfortunate decision to wear this unflattering pair of Old Faithfuls. When he turned right on the freeway toward downtown instead of left towards the store, my fashionable pride cried by my heart started throwing a party. </div>
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After a beautiful walk around the hill above my favorite city lights, Jon had a lot of beautiful words to say and then was down on one knee. I think the residents all the way in Draper heard me say YES.<br />
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<b>January 31, 2017; 10:35 a.m. - Time and All Eternity</b></div>
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Which is waaay longer than any Netflix series I've ever binged through. Our wedding day was truly the happiest of my life. The day my life became ours and I vowed to love Jon forever and never wear a corset again. We were married in the Salt Lake City Temple, because that was the goal we had worked for all our short lives. We knew God's temple is where you find lasting peace, joy, love, and knowledge. I married Jonathan Tanner and I'm super psyched pumped totemo ecstatic about it! He is kind, motivating, fun, and loyal. I love you Mr.! I look forward to more notable dates to come. </div>
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Below is our fabulous wedding video, created my the phenomenal Olivia Hamrick! I am immensely grateful to Olivia and each of our beloved friends and family member that made our day dreams come true on our favorite day!</div>
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Brooklynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16081759464532655223noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874522775516005624.post-47427730485800525712017-02-19T12:40:00.000-07:002017-03-26T08:59:11.925-06:00The Lovliest<div dir="ltr">When Jon and I began dating, my father was impressed with a him immediately. So impressed, he worried just a bit about my chances. He told him, "You so know she comes from clown stock, right?"</div><div dir="ltr">Jon just laughed and continued to support me in my work and pursuits. That is when I was able to recognize he started showing his love for me, just how I was and what I was trying to be. I recognized it because that is the type of love I feel from Heavenly Father. Kind, unconditional, and supportive. Another way Jon shows me he loves me every day is by communicating with me well. He let me know how he feels and what he is thinking thoroughly, concisely, and consistently. We are able to be or get on the same page because he communicates so well. </div><div dir="ltr"><br></div><div dir="ltr">I also feel love from Heavenly Father because He communicates with me, and allows me to communicate with Him. </div>
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In prayer, we can report to Him all our feelings and happenings. In prayer we can express thanks, and faithfully ask for blessings for ourselves and the people we love. At baptism He gives us the gift of the Holy Ghost, so He can send messages back through good feelings and experiences. He speaks clearly in words when we read His holy scriptures, and listen to the words of the modern prophet. </div>
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I feel love through all these wonderful vessels of love, and know they truly are His words.</div>
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I have been specifically blessed by God's prophets and apostles. He calls humble and strong men and their families to serve His children, therefore Him (Mosiah 2:17). Prophets receive, study, and interpret messages from God that apply to all of His children. We can read the words of the prophets of old in the scriptures and the words of the prophets of these latter days (prophets starting with and proceeding Joseph Smith) in General Conference. In October 2011 I was a junior in high school, listening to this Conference. Elder Kazuhiko Yamashita gave a talk expressing his love for missionaries, and giving prospective missionaries three areas of focus to prepare for service: Desire, Testimony and Love. I really enjoyed this talk, wrote down those three focuses, and strove to develop them to be ready for my own missionary service one day. </div><div dir="ltr">I was delighted to be called to serve in the Japan Nagoya Mission three years later. While studying in the MTC, I opened my notebook to find my notes on Elder Yamashita's three points. In that moment, I excitedly realized that Elder Yamashita was now President Yamashita, my very own mission president! I felt Heavenly Father's strongly from President Yamashita during all my time as a missionary. </div>
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I know the words of the prophets guide us to joy and protect us from all types of harm (D&C 21:5-6). Just while a missionary, principles I learned from the prophets and apostles protected me from harm in a bike crash, sickness stopping me from work, anxiety attacks, depression bouts, and temptation for sin. </div><div dir="ltr">I know President Monson loves us, and I know he receives his ability to love us like that from God. I know God called him specifically to lead us this time, this month. What he testifies of is true and we will be safe as we learn to follow Christ by following His prophets. I love Jesus. Jesus love me, and I know He lives, among us. He shows us his love through communication, healing, comfort, and so much more. </div>
Brooklynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16081759464532655223noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874522775516005624.post-12593615214934744272016-12-02T23:00:00.000-07:002016-12-08T17:13:55.605-07:00The Ordinary Extra<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Ah, the Pirouette Club dance recital. Toddlers and tutus and tantrums, oh my! Semi-annual events give me a that consistent, nostalgic tool to string my days together and reflect on changes and blessings. Today, at this dance recital, I am engaged to the man of my daydreams and evening prayers, Jon. At the last dance recital, we had been dating for a whopping three days! At the recital before that, we were both missionaries in Matsumoto, Japan. And at the recital before that, we hadn't even met yet.<br />
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I wonder how if God measures His time. I suppose it's all one eternal round for Him! I am grateful for the piece of that He has given me to have a body and a fantastic family and meet Jon and learn the mysteries of His universe. I am also grateful He gave me a mom to teach me to dance.Brooklynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16081759464532655223noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874522775516005624.post-43665963001523927852016-11-17T16:54:00.000-07:002016-12-08T17:13:21.112-07:00The Art of Hearing HeartbeatsBook Review!<br />
<i>The Art of Hearing Heartbeats</i><br />
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An enchanting romantic story, starring a Burmese handicapped couple, discovered by his daughter and told by an onlooker. The writing style is scrumptious and I tip my hat to the translator. I give it an A and recommend it for a hearty vacation read.Brooklynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16081759464532655223noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874522775516005624.post-33187752119515795972016-06-12T22:04:00.000-06:002016-06-13T23:27:02.708-06:00Konnichiwa from the Other Side (ただいま!)<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Returning missionaries compare going home from the field to death, which is rather dramatic. We have built this new life, and sometimes a new person based on that little white book and big-deal of a blue book. We are on a now-familiar, stringent 16-hour work schedule and most of us have come to really enjoy it. We are blessed with plenty of time to study the gospel and many opportunities to bear testimony.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">You are doing all that one day, and then tomorrow comes and you step off an airplane into another world, different from the new environment and loved ones you have grown in and close to. It's all snatched away at once.</span></div>
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjd20xGLzsxYHhCSvrUji9qNgyjEPA3gnzm2DGlfZ2iwynBL6twXasJ-lWhlVQVJd9TaL6uK8TwxeRsp2gD6SI4sVqzMml44nhYCsfBbpAqTJgAU4-XdBrnuVtc7W3LmDJmF_VZluUJQQ/s1600/IMG_1336.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><span style="color: black; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><img border="0" height="253" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjd20xGLzsxYHhCSvrUji9qNgyjEPA3gnzm2DGlfZ2iwynBL6twXasJ-lWhlVQVJd9TaL6uK8TwxeRsp2gD6SI4sVqzMml44nhYCsfBbpAqTJgAU4-XdBrnuVtc7W3LmDJmF_VZluUJQQ/s320/IMG_1336.JPG" width="320" /></span></a><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">The good news is, it was real! Real, just like real life; the mission was exciting, beautiful, very difficult, confusing, strengthening, challenging, loving, and full of evidence of God. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">As a full-time missionary for the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints, I was called to serve in Nagoya, Japan. The cities I worked in were Okazaki, Kariya, and Toyohashi of Aichi Prefecture; and Nagano and Matsumoto of Nagano Prefecture. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">The weather was similar to Utah, four seasons with increased humidity. We traveled by bicycle, train, and a good amount of sweat or rain! My companions and I met and taught many humble, kind, passionate, Christlike Japanese people, along with people from Brazil, Peru, Argentina, Chile, China, Korea, Vietnam, Egypt, the Philippines, USA, Thailand, and Morocco. I proselyted in Japanese, but was also assigned to study and teach in Portuguese for the last three months of the mission.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">My mission presidents: President and Sister Yamashita, and President and Sister Ishii, are each native to Japan and provided excellent examples of the type of missionary I wanted to be. I remember consistently feeling immense love from them and learned much about diligence, consecration, love, and teaching from them. I served with nine different companions, learning something important about Jesus Christ from each of them. I can honestly report that I love each of my companions dearly.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">A highlight of my time as a full-time missionary was the opportunity to testify of Jesus Christ every day. I am grateful for truth to testify of, and doing so gave me an electric feeling I absolutely love. Feeling the Holy Ghost with people, watching Christ change them, therefore being inspired by them. That's magic!</span></div>
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhnyeBMcSupU7LMLq0ojJeUneoZ7AT5hHGoyEj5UqerwDC1zNYMgGpteyej-N7BP0ec8lM1bWzZwMxzN2J7BcgrCJzlm-USFUPi8-t1b4nvl12rY5NQo-jPGnen4jNKHhQM-4yIq7TwLg/s1600/IMG_1037.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><span style="color: black; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><img border="0" height="239" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhnyeBMcSupU7LMLq0ojJeUneoZ7AT5hHGoyEj5UqerwDC1zNYMgGpteyej-N7BP0ec8lM1bWzZwMxzN2J7BcgrCJzlm-USFUPi8-t1b4nvl12rY5NQo-jPGnen4jNKHhQM-4yIq7TwLg/s320/IMG_1037.JPG" width="320" /></span></a><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white;">What anyone will tell any "discouraged" missionary is that your efforts are not measured by your results. Of course not. We can't make any conclusion like that because we have such a minuscule view of this thing as humans. No one can or does promise you "baptisms" as a missionary. As a missionary, your purpose is to help people develop the faith to be baptized, and keep those commitments eternally. No one my companions and I talked to or taught have been baptized yet, and sometimes that made me feel like a lousy missionary. Somedays, I probably was a lousy missionary. That's why I am grateful for repentance, and the Atonement. </span><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="line-height: 19px; white-space: pre-wrap;">God commanded me to do something I wasn't able to do as a missionary in Japan. Though it meant I failed, if I didn't put all I could into accomplishing that purpose just because I knew I wouldn't be able to do it, I wouldn't have done what He needed, become what He needed me to do. If I knew I wouldn't see baptisms, I wouldn't have worked for baptisms, and learned so much on the way. That's also not what we're working for, baptisms. We are working for people, for Christ. </span></span></span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 25.2px;">The </span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 25.2px;">works</span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 25.2px;">, and the designs, and the purposes of God cannot be </span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 25.2px;">frustrated</span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 25.2px;">, neither can they come to naught. (Doctrine and Covenants 3:1) </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 19px; white-space: pre-wrap;">I testify that what He commands us IS what is best and right and eternally progressive. He can see it. He lets us see what we need to as we grow along. He teaches us the answers to the questions He will ask us. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 25.2px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Going on a mission was a rewarding experience and the right thing for me. I am grateful for the way it has influenced my character and decision. I am happy to be back in the SLC and love being a muggle as well! I hope to always be a missionary. I love God and His many creations. Jesus loves us, He is among us.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 25.2px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Love,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 25.2px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Brooklyn 姉妹</span><br />
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Brooklynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16081759464532655223noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874522775516005624.post-37586155470213425792016-02-29T01:23:00.001-07:002016-04-08T22:48:22.385-06:00Dendo Headliners<div>
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Monday: <i>Sisters Rejected Even Harder Whilst Trying Out New Family History Approach But Eventually Finds Golden Brazilian Family To Teach</i></div>
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Wednesday:<i> Investigator Makes Major Breakthrough With Holy Ghost-Feeling Experience</i></div>
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Thursday: <i>True Church of Christ Restored By Joseph Smith and Sisters Given Opportunity to Testify About it To Amazing Recent Converts</i></div>
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Saturday: <i>Japanese Family Serves Missionaries Hamburgers Standing 30 Centimeters High</i></div>
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Hello Kind Readers!
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How was your week?
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My favorite moment this week was yesterday!
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A great member invited us to her home up in Toyokawa for dinner.
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No authentic crazy Japanese foods ladies, she MADE tortillas and we
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had slammin soft tacos! Her non-member mother happened to be there,
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and she had a lot of great questions about Christianity. It wasn't too
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crazy, but we were able to do some simple, direct testifying about the
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savior and it felt SO good! The spirit of God, like a fire is burning
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here in the field because He LIVES! I remembered in my past life that
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I did a lot of acting and theatre and stuff. Some skills I learned
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there have been rather useful here in the field! Sometimes the play
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you're in is lots rainbow sunshine and happy scenes and sometimes it's
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tragic or boring. Usually you just have to act like you have your act
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together. However, I think acting isn't about pretending to be what
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That is all.
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I love you.
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John 16:33
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Our CITY! :)Brooklynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16081759464532655223noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874522775516005624.post-17642505875246158152016-02-07T22:37:00.001-07:002016-04-08T22:48:47.571-06:00Japanese Hearts and Brazilian Dinner Tables<br />
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Dearest Mom, Dad, Katelyn, and Eavesdroppers,
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Hey it's me! Sister Brewer in the Japan Nagoya Mission. Currently
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stationed in Toyohashi city, working happily but you haven't heard
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much about it recently, sorry! We have been delightfully busy, and
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We had lessons this week!
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In Japan:
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We've been teaching English/Gospel lessons to a sweet, spunky woman
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who loves the church but doesn't want to join it. You know, which
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we've heard a couple of times. She's really nice but has been pretty
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closed off. In this weeks lesson, Suleman and I were trying really
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hard to decide what she needed. It's all the same as other machine
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stories that you've heard from me and other missionaries… We prayed
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really hard, tried to feel the spirit, and felt it! I taught the
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lesson and it wasn't perfect but it went really well. We were able to
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feel the spirit and she opened up a little bit more. Little by little
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people! People open up. It sounds cliche until you experience it, but
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faith and hope and people and in the Lord are so important.
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On Friday, we were leaving a Kentucky from a meeting, and getting on
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the train. We talked to a cute high school student who She was on her
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way out. Turns out she had met the Okazaki sisters a few times last
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month! I told her to call them when she had time. Well, she actually
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did! Turns out that she goes to school in Okazaki but lives in
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Toyohashi. Last school year, she stayed in St. George Utah with a
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Mormon family and attended Doctrine and Covenants seminary, girls
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camp, trek, the missionary lessons thrice, and church every single
<br />
Sunday. I think she beats me. She's in a really intense choir at her
<br />
school, so she usually has rehearsals on Sunday. However, she had this
<br />
week off, so she decided that she wanted to try to see what church was
<br />
like in Japan. She was so thrilled to find out that there was a church
<br />
in Toyohashi, that she came right away, and she was so fashionable! A
<br />
seriously cute outfit. Afterwards, she said she finally knew it was
<br />
missing from her weekends.
<br />
<br />
:O
<br />
Today a less active member is coming to the church to dress us up in
<br />
kimonos! There is a very fancy particular way to do it, don't you
<br />
know. We are very excited. Stay tuned for those photos.
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#memoirsofageshiashimai
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<br />
In Brasil:
<br />
Monday we had an appointment with a woman our ageish with the cutest
<br />
two year old toddler. You know, after we partied with her at the huge
<br />
Aeon mall for Pday. She had actually read her Book of Mormon
<br />
assignments AND answered the questions we wrote down for her AND wrote
<br />
down additional questions AND didn't come to church. You can't have
<br />
it all. But she is really progressing. Yay!
<br />
<br />
On Tuesday we had a dinner appointment at sister Irmã Arataque's
<br />
house, who makes ridiculously miraculous beautiful lovely gorgeous
<br />
Brazilian scrumptious food. Did I say it was delicious? Okay, so she's
<br />
making the food, and the particular pot that she's using to make the
<br />
dish, apparently is not working properly. So she asks us to run over
<br />
to the apartment next to hers, to another member's house, and ask to
<br />
borrow hers. We get there, they're so surprised to see us, and
<br />
immediately start making Brazilian pizza and heating up the oven
<br />
rapidly. We're trying to frantically explained that we are, but they
<br />
INSIST we partake of their pizza before returning. 30 minutes later we
<br />
are hobbling back to Irmã Arataque's is house, full of scarfed down
<br />
Brazilian pizza and grape juice. She was worried we wouldn't come
<br />
back, and said, "I knew I shouldn't have sent you there." And kept
<br />
cooking concoctions of celestial smells.
<br />
(I think. I still haven't miraculously learned Portuguese.)
<br />
Someone we made room for three helpings of the masterpiece she
<br />
created. I don't know what any of it was called, but it was delicious!
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
I testify that God, Jesus Christ is in charge of this work, which
<br />
involves all of us. Our job is to find out what we need to do to make
<br />
the plan work. We all have a part, we all fit in and will come out
<br />
happy. I love purely this gospel more than I even know.
<br />
I love you!
<br />
ブルーワ姉妹
<br />
<br />
<br />
Those flattering moments.Brooklynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16081759464532655223noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874522775516005624.post-15180139496001695852016-01-11T04:14:00.001-07:002016-04-08T22:49:01.654-06:00A VERY bad poem<br />
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<br />
And an unfortunate rhyme scheme.
<br />
Love, Brewer Shimai
<br />
<br />
This day has been busy
<br />
So quickly I'll write
<br />
Because I'm to dizzy
<br />
To have a keyboard fight
<br />
<br />
Tuesday was quick as sneeze
<br />
Silmara's first lesson was great
<br />
It was all in Portuguese,
<br />
But the Spirit? You don't need to Translate .
<br />
<br />
Wednesday NO ONE was home
<br />
But at night we had English Class
<br />
Some of those students (some)
<br />
Really have sass.
<br />
<br />
Thursday my comp and I exchanged
<br />
Sister Owada came with me
<br />
There's only the kindest people
<br />
Here in Toyohashi
<br />
<br />
Friday I gave up on Rhyming
<br />
We had a nice ZTM
<br />
Could have been better
<br />
But I'm grateful for each of them.
<br />
<br />
Saturday was DELICIOUS
<br />
We made, like, so much mochi
<br />
We met a new investigator
<br />
And that was like YOSHI!!
<br />
<br />
And Sunday was good too.
<br />
<br />
I love being a senkyoushi!
<br />
And for this brand new Toshi,
<br />
Let us remember our Savior
<br />
Who did us the grandest favor.
<br />
<br />
I sure love you!
<br />
And God does, too.
<br />
<br />
ブルーワ姉妹Brooklynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16081759464532655223noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874522775516005624.post-82865509478171162162016-01-03T21:31:00.001-07:002016-04-08T22:49:09.181-06:00Miracle on Sesame Street<br />
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This week we had a member appointment EVERY SINGLE DAY! Can you even
<br />
imagine? We had a great time teaching practice lessons to them, it was
<br />
a really good chance for me and sister Lima to get some good practice
<br />
teaching with each other. Toyohashi Ward is full of absolutely
<br />
incredible people, great testimonies, interesting stories, superb
<br />
cooking skills, and generous hearts.
<br />
On Sunday the Bishop and his wife brought us muffins from their recent
<br />
trip to COSTCO! Oh man, I don't know about yours, but my breakfast was
<br />
stellar.
<br />
<br />
We were blessed to meet and teach some sensational children in the
<br />
families this week. When we are around the Japanese kids, my heart
<br />
beings to play this beautiful, simple, cheery melody with a piano and
<br />
harps and the cello and other happy instruments. Then the whole things
<br />
gets very warm and kind of smiles inside my chest. I believe we call
<br />
that the Holy Ghost. I'm very grateful for the gift thereof, and the
<br />
proper priesthood authority in my life to have given it to me. I am
<br />
thankful for my Heavenly Father sharing with me His pure and
<br />
remarkable children. I can understand a little bit more when Christ
<br />
says,
<br />
20 ...Blessed are ye because of your faith. And now behold, my joy is full.
<br />
<br />
21 And when he had said these words, he wept, and the multitude bare
<br />
record of it, and he took their little children, one by one, and
<br />
blessed them, and prayed unto the Father for them.
<br />
<br />
22 And when he had done this he wept again;
<br />
<br />
23 And he spake unto the multitude, and said unto them: Behold your little
<br />
ones.
<br />
...
<br />
22 Therefore, whoso repenteth and cometh unto me as a little child,
<br />
him will I receive, for of such is the kingdom of God. Behold, for
<br />
such I have laid down my life, and have taken it up again; therefore
<br />
repent, and come unto me ye ends of the earth, and be saved.
<br />
<br />
3 Nephi 17; 9, Book of Mormon.
<br />
I know this is true. I love you!
<br />
ブルーワ姉妹Brooklynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16081759464532655223noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874522775516005624.post-3830587637716347732015-12-27T19:39:00.001-07:002016-04-08T22:49:15.439-06:00The Merriest!<br />
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Christmas Day was magical! I am so grateful for Wi-Fi at the church
<br />
and my iPad and Skype (OK we are way too lucky), so I could talk to my
<br />
wonderful family in the morning! I receive so much power from your
<br />
testimony and support, thank you times eternity. After that we went
<br />
with Matsuno Shimai and our investigator Kobayashi San to a very
<br />
short orchestra concert. It was two lovely women one who played the
<br />
piano, the other the cello. my two favorite instruments! Such a
<br />
special treat. Afterwards we went to thank them for bringing the
<br />
Christmas spirit to our hearts, and they got talking about our
<br />
purpose, and they thought it was so cool how we were teaching about
<br />
the real meaning of Christmas. They were even more excited when we
<br />
said that they would that we would teach their kids English for free.
<br />
So it turned out to be a great finding opportunity! After that Matsuno
<br />
Shimai took us to a café to visit her friend who runs the place. Her
<br />
daughter actually just returned from doing a homestay in Ogden Utah
<br />
where she stayed with, you guessed it, a good old Mormon family! She's
<br />
been to temple square and everything! Their family is coming to
<br />
Eikaiwa on Wednesday, we're so excited to see them again. I'm so
<br />
grateful for the members being willing to introduce us to their
<br />
friends here! Feeling their trust is such a remarkable happy heart
<br />
moment.
<br />
On Sunday we went to the Nakajima Family's for dinner. SO MUCH
<br />
DELICIOUS AS ALWAYS. Their daughter Chie served a mission in Temple
<br />
Square, and her first companion Leslie from Michigan was there to
<br />
visit. It was such a fun warm happy family feeling for the evening. We
<br />
were able to share a message with a little magic, so much fun. I loved
<br />
hearing about missionary life in Salt Lake City. It was so
<br />
interesting! The transfers are so dramatic, because usually it's
<br />
something like "you're transferring from the South Visitor Center
<br />
to... the North Visitor Center!" But, sometimes when it's not so busy,
<br />
they actually get transferred to other missions! So Leslie served in
<br />
Minnesota for two transfers and Chie spent some time in North
<br />
Carolina! Crazy right?
<br />
WELL
<br />
I hope you want to read my testimony, because here it comes again. I
<br />
know that Joseph Smith is the man chosen by God to become a prophet,
<br />
restore the true and only church of Jesus Christ, our Savior and
<br />
Redeemer. The church is organized and run directly by God and Jesus
<br />
Christ, through tools in their hands like prophets, apostles, bishops,
<br />
leaders, families, and missionaries. I know we are an important part
<br />
of Heavenly Father's eternal family. He will lead us to eternal joy as
<br />
we support Him in His great and marvelous work in this last
<br />
dispensation. That's what it's all about, eternal happy families.
<br />
In the name of Jesus Christ, my Brother, Amen.
<br />
Love,
<br />
<br />
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